Friday, May 20, 2011

Security Blankets


Before it was her various razors, enough to raise her above the clouds. Knowing she had them made her feel safe. Now, after a moment of cleaning. it's the cute skull-cat hat with kitty ears attached. It felt like being partly caged. The ability to get out is there along with the ability to not let others in.
Though latching onto it gives her another reason to hate school: the no hat rule.
All day, she feels naked even if she doesn't have to change out for P.E. today. The missing hat makes her slightly depressed. Still, she tries not to think about it as the sky clears, and it heats up. A small smile play on her lips all day.
As soon as she gets into the van, though, she throws in headphones and slams the hat on. It seems to place her in her own world. She wonders if this is really better than cutting...

Alex's Note:
Hey. Kes mentioned how have her razor is like a security blanket. That got me thinkin and produced this.

1 comment:

  1. Something to hide behind not so much as a security blanket more like a wall between you and the 'real world'. <3 lovely as usual :)

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